I’m trying to get attached
and adapt to my new faces,
i just need to take a holiday from all these places.
I’ve spent two years inside everyone else
If I were to rephrase this
I would say I’ve lost myself in a maze of all of you
It’s a fault of my own
I just can’t stand the thought of being alone
I’m in the middle of a blank city street
No lampposts, no street lights, no cars crashing by
No more plains of your dreams for me to catch
No autumn sky
You’re all surrounding me
I struggle with every staggered, short lived breath
Attempting to reach out to you all
Fall to my knees
Nails digging into the concrete of the street, arched back
Biting until my tongue bleeds
I am s t r u g g li n g

please believe me

You know that blackness you’ve mentioned?
Well, its running out my veins
And into my rushed decisions

Sterilise my tears so I cant hurt you anymore

The voices are coming

I know you hear them too please take me with you, or are you just as scared as me?

I just want to get out of here
I can’t control the self-frustration inside me
The guilt, it haunts me
The past taunts me

stabilize my fears and my addictions, fix these broken promises and cover all my scars

take me to last years fallen tears, catch them in our cups of green tea, sing me our lullabies just so I can close my eyes


Just dieing for me
To save myself
Just waiting
Time goes faster then my pace
I think to fast for me to catch up

Make your vibrant ever-glowing light shine through my tidal wave that seems to be swallowing me

This I swear is not something to make-believe
I don’t know what to do
Where to go
How to fix it

where are you to understand this? I know you would stand on this street with me…

I’mPickingUpMySpeed
I”MGOINGFASTER
I can’t slow down
This isn’t right
White skin, black eyes
Not even close to a lie

In the sadest sense of this clichéd phrase, please don’t let me go. Love me like the dessert loves the rain, Like the spring loves its flowers, like autumn loves it’s leaves…it’s wrong , we both know it,and please remember

All of you remember
This is A L L S O M U C H

B
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G
G
E
R

Than me.